THINGS THAT I DO AND WHY

So today, I would to tell you guys what I do and the reason why.

So, I would like tell you guys how I studied. The people has their own methods to study especially for the theory’s subject. So, for me. I always like to study by remembering the facts first instead of understanding the facts. The reason is because, it is much easier for me to remember any facts. This can be the reasons why I choose to further my degree in Human Resources as it is more towards theory subjects. I prefers to study at a quiet place but while listening to the music. Weird right (hehe) Yes, I do listen to the music but of course my mind would not focus on the song. I need to look at the mirror and repeat the notes in front of the mirror. In that ways, I can easily the notes.

When I am stress, I prefers to sleep. Only with that, I can forget my problems for a while even though after I am getting up from my slept, the problems will pop up in head immediately. At least, I can take a short break from the burden. Some people often studies for their subject week before their studies but for me, I cannot study earlier from the test or from the quizzes. I will study for the subject only 2 days before the tests. Some people need for at least more than one hour to study and maybe more than that, but I only needs 30 minutes to 45 minutes because I would be able to focus on the subjects more than that. I prefer to study for the tests on the sofa or bed and not on the study desk.

When I have nothing to do, I would just listening to the music or watching any interesting movies or any variety shows while at night before going to sleep, I would listen to the sad song or watching any emotional movies and end up crying. I do not know why I can easily crying at night compared to other times. When, I am angry, I will try to be patients and keep it in my heart but, if the problems still occurred for more than the third times, I would burst all of my problems. As you guys know everyone has their limited and once they had reached the limits, it is scarier than you can ever imagined.

 Sometimes when i am angry, i tend to speak something that can hurt others, that is why i am trying my best to not let my emotion control me. So that is what i do when i want to study or when i was sad or stress. It may differ from one another.

I just hope i can handled and be more better from now on. Improve my self to be a better person and control my emotions more. The reason i easily get stressed or pressures is due to my overthinking. You know, overthinking is just like watching a movie with such lots of plots and with no ending. Before this, i already lost for about 3 to 4 kg of my weight to the stress and depressed. I just hope this would not lead me to more serious mental health. You know right, once you get into it, it is much harder to get out. It is just a black screen and you are just waiting for it to be the light and see the light. 

I think that's all from me. Thank you.