MY MOTHER

Today, I would like to tell you about my mother. She always the best for me. My mother is everything for me. Without her, I would never be here and never can be here. Before this when I was only 13 or maybe 14 years. I’m always complaining about my mother. She always expect me to show my best at school although she never force me. When I was 15 years, I got 80% for my history subject and 90% for Malaysian language. I was so happy because before this I only ensure that I never failed my paper but once I got the highest marks for those paper, I always ensure that every single exam I would be the best. I just love the feeling of being the best. My mother was very happy that I got the highest marks for that subject. But, there was an exam where I was being the second and not the first for Malaysian Language. 

I just felt lucky that I can still be at the top of three. However, when I told my mom about the subject, she always compared me with the first place student. She always told me to compete with her and being the first. Rather than trying my best, I always think that she would never be proud of me and only can be so if I am became the first place. She always told me not to drink any coffee or tea. Never eat any junk food or snacks because it was not good for you. But now, I got more matured, I know every things my mom do was only for me. She always provide the best for me. I can never pay back what she has done for me and do for me. She always cook for me and cooks my favourite foods whenever I was craving for it. I just can see now that she loves me. 

Sometimes, my mom always complain about a simple things and end up i was sulking with my mom. I always know that whatever she said was right. I still remember where i can't slept due to the bad nightmare, it just felt real, i go down to my mom's bedroom and end up sleeping with my mom. I felt save when i was sleeping with her, she hugs me when i said i was so scared. Finally, i am able to sleep when i was sleeping with my mom. 

She was such a spirited person and no matter how big the problems she had face, she never show it. I was once seeing my mother crying because of the problems. I was very sad and feeling guilty, I want to cheer her up but I was too shy to do that. I never said how much I love them, I never hug my mom. I just wish I can show her, how much I love her and care about her and I can never able to live my life without a mother. Nowadays, I was showing my love for my mom and trying to spend more time with my mom. My mom would always told me about her concern for anything or any problems that she had face. I know that it can become a burden for me too, but this is my responsibilities as a firstborn child. I was just happy that if by sharing her problems can lift up some burden on her shoulders. 

Lastly, I just want to thank my mother and just want to say how much I love her and how much I care about her even sometimes, I argued with her. I hope I can have a chance of taking care of my mother and father.

“I realized when you look at your mother, you are looking at the purest love you will ever know.” —Mitch Albom